How Wuld Life Be Without You

Today i dint go class cuz something has happen.

My plan ac2ly is i dint wana see all ma friends today. i wana take alone day, go drawing, alone, jalan2 alone..kinda thing like dat la.

I arived at cosmo at 11.20 gitu la but my plan wasnt work . Hukhukhuk aku tejumpa juga dorang so just layan n wat dono.

yeah i hate ppl that say and mengolok someone in bad shape of those relationshp.

huhuhuh

So i meet them then i say " I got something to do. Chow *with fake smile cuz im sad!*"

so i use the backdoor of MAA door.

So now im going to Suria .. jalan kaki.haha..exercise kono...padahal hahha.

So while im walking to suria i buy some gula2 and air..cuz i dono why i repeatedly felt like i wana vormit balik2 ni huhuhu cuz tadi pagi also got vormit but nothing keluar haha sakit ow my perut ni :( :( :(

After a cople minit me sampai at Sebelum Post officeKK tu....sebelum dia ada tempat jalan and got Kerusi Besi sana, ada Tiga tu. . .so i sit at the middle one cuz the cahaya matahari got no . . .

So i wana take some rehat with smoke but i cant smoke that time cuz to much smoke already.

I take Pamela Shoes and continue drawing .

When i was drawing at shoes some tourist take a picture of me! HAHA

then after that some local people and his beloved gF came and i dint realy hear what there talking cuz im concentrate at my drawing. LOL

after a few second i left my head up and smile. the man ask me about the shoes, ask me ima shoes artists? and my name n facebook and i got my web or blog or something ..

i dint realy heard the rest of it cuz...im to tired that time. No sleep with 2 days kunu, my heart also tired. . . tired been play. . .pain. . .deep pain. . .

huhuh

After that the coples go ahead cp and im still drawing. . .after a few minutes some crazy dudes halau me dari kerusi tu ba but i make dono ja cuz im not in the mood of scared or anything right now.

So i say to the crazy guy

Me : ai..sini ko jan ko bediri duduk kita sama2. . .nah rokok untuk ko

Crazy Dude : aina . .trima kasi ya nak. . .

*he take the cigarate and ask me lighter *

but i got no lighter i say dat time he borow someone passing by lighter ..

ghahahaha yang dia pinjam sama org lalu lalang tu..derek lari...takut kali ahahah

so after 3 minits i think. . .the sun start to aim to my back...so hot ow...so before i contienue back my jalan to suria. . .i give 2 ringgit at plastics to that crazy dude.*secara tapuk2*

then i go .

After i sampai at Suria. . .i continue drawing at book store there. huhu curi design la kono. :D

cuz im still new and im still learning new stuff new design. . .

after that i saw a dark cloud . . .i think mau ujan lebat so i pack my stuff there and head back to Cosmo.

after i keluar from suria. . .the rain already start . so i just jalan ja.

huhuh all the way long....to melimewah bustop there.

When im sitting there i was thinking so many things.

about Her. . .♥

hurm i still love her but we both aggre that we both need sometimes.

so. . .i respect thatT__T cuz i have to....huhuh im so deep in hurt .

i just termenung...look at the rain droping slowly at the bustop roof.

the man standing at hujung bustop with umbrella . . .i see whole my sekeliling. . .it was like Frozen Picture. . . serius. . it was beautifull that time.

The mom and the son just dont move with the umbrella. . .nvm u guys wont get it juga.

after that i naik Citybus go terminal. After i sampai Terminal. . .

So this time i dont wana masuk Wawasan. Takut tejumpa Her. .

so i take the left side jalan. . .then i ikut the parking dekat bawa underground...when i sampai dekat Parking underground yang mau turun tu....i tenampak her...huhuhuuh...so i make dono ja then lari pegi bawa....huhuhu when she look at me. . .i can feel direct into my heart the pain of love!

huhuh yeah i still love her. .

hurm when i was think back....malu ni huhuh....yala...kawn2 dia nampak...im wet kena hujan... then ntah la..nvm

zzzzz

so i go upstairs and continue drawing pamela shoes. . .sampai la balik...

sebelum balik me gaban and pam go tu Fuk Yuen agen drink there.

huuh

after that..i sampai rumah derek tidur then i wake up~ i forgot to take a shower cuz im to tired now.

huhuh....so..at last im sleep juga :)

ps : yea we break already. . .sepa2 yang dulu wana see me break with her.....sekarang kamu puas hati? spa2 yang wana try break us...sekarang kamu hapy?

nampak org senang pun...x boleh?

kamu mau kasi down aku? aku sekarang down...so...just say what ever u wana say...

harap2 kamu puas hati!? T__T