How Wuld Life Be Without You

Its been 3 years that i've feel this pain.

Its feel like you lost someone that you really love suddenly leave you or Die in-front your eyes.

I felt boring and dosen't have any . . . strength. Sometime i felt i want to give up.

i always feel like 50-50 to continue or not.

I try many things to wipe these feeling in my heart. But it never go away.

huhuhu I don't know if i can hold on anymore...

Smile is the best option to me to lie my self.

even deep down. . .its pain like hell.

I have found this beautiful girl that makes me calm within a second. . .

Her voice makes me calm even im in deep deep in madness.

but. . .i affraid that at the last. . .its only left a pain again.

Now its left on my mind is. . .should i continue this . . .or just to be alone.

I already lost hope about it.

I already din't feel what it use to be like. .

The Colour is fading away to fast.

I dono what else to say.

My mind almost make me nuts.

and i lost my control. I realy dint feel that. . . . . . . . it was me that Holding the curse of heart.

Hurm i guess its been a while i din't post anything to my blog

Kinda bz tho. haha. urm

Well i wanna story from the first till end.!

=)

Well. . .i ody have finish my semester. now im sem 4! hoho.

We only have two weeks holiday. huhu.

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