+*+ Forget what I've said to you, I want the old day Back Please. . .+*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

The time goes by and i only can control my self not to see her.
Hurm well i dont want that happen.
I just want be like the old time if i had chance again and not to act fools to say stupid things.
If i had that feelings this time maybe ill keep it secret and not to tell her or someone .

I just can't act normal when this stupid things that ive done to make me comfort but at the end
it was not ive expected to happen.
Well my sollution to be me. . .
To be what has to be long time ago that supose to be. . .
and not to be like now. . .

to be honest i felt happy when hangout with her =). . .
What i have to do now. Forget what I've said to you, I want the old day Back T^T. . .
i dosen't care what we are. . .i want the old day huhuhu i realy miss that day.

When we love, we always strive to become better than we are.

When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.

Without love, dreams would have no meaning.

Love is the pure language of the world

A language without word
The one true language of the universe.
It requires no explanation,
just as the universe needs none as it travels through endless time.

Its. . .love. . .












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+*+ Panda Works. +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Hurm =3
Today was so boring..cant go out ...=(
So i decided to make Panda Works Site kekeke for fun only lor.
Cuz got nothing to do.

Hurm i want make dat site, want put pix n artwork panda work xD

ekkekek

life just once, so must try to enjoy..>__<

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+*+ My Life Without You +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1NvBsq-Gqs








My life was not complete without you. . .
It's like something missing everyday
when i wake up and when i sleep.

When i go out and when i sit down
it just only me there by my self.
It's not like use to be when i go out there something to do
and something to laugh about,
something to chat and something to share with
. Now just only me seeing people walk by seeing the laughter
and when i see they laugh, i start to smile a bit because
i miss the day that we have to spend together back then
and the joy we had.
But something make us apart that shouldn't happen but. . .




.its accidentally happen .


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+*+ The First I Met You +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Sunday. . .10.01.10

Gaban , Man and Mal take me infront the jalan Tj.Aru. . .
They say to me Wait there. . .so i go there and wait la
After Big bro take me....they going to buy food. . .
Keropok, mangga and some drink...
Then after that They nampak Bakso punya motor...
Gaban go panggil and buy Bakso. .
n i was like....*geli* haha im not biasa makan kaki ayam..
=_= and buntut ayam. . .adaka they force me to eat..
HAHAHA n i was like Crying ni
xD

Haiya...hahaa


After sampai at the second beach.....i think la..i saw there got party ni...
Pam say all is Junior Cosmopoint n saya pun percaya jak la...
then i saw someone so cute xD nah...kidding ony ahahahahahhahhaahha
hahahahahhahahahhaha
ahhahahhahahahhhaahha
=_=

there i become A Photographer yang failure xD. . .
kekek i snap her banyak kali kekeke...
well at there so...soo.....sooo........boring cuz i dono wat to say ...but it was fun also...

Hohoho after v all finish. . .v all taking pix ...heheh n me taking pix wif her log! xD. . . .n then v going back...there going back.....
After that v Go Zaminah Restoran...go drink there....heheh there i go ask pam her num xD
AHAHAHA >//<





Monday . . . 11.01.10

I wake up n i go direct to Piano and record it xD.
ehhehehe

After that i record....then whenj i want to sms pam...my room door was lock. . .
=_= wtf...then i go panjat...AHHAHAHAH....the pakcik sebelah tinguk me saja ow...xD

When Malam. . . .i go post my song. . . .

The First I Met You.

This song means * to me * When i first saw you, You make me Forget all my old memories and my nightmares with your lovely smiles and your lovely voice for a while. . . And i know it will end with full of sadness and the nightmares will come again. . .hunted me every night and every day.

Note : IM BLIND NOTE! SO IF U INSULT ME I WONT CARE A BIT!



=) yeah this song was remember me of someone.... T__________________T

it was very sad ow....huhuh and happy also...

Hurm . . T^T



12.01.10 Teusday. . .

Hurm . . .Me Jamal Jason and Man was trap in cosmo. . .

wat the fuck. . .LOL.....kami tidak perasan ow that time..
Jason told us first that the door was lock already.
Cuz Jason want go home at that time. Me jamal And Man...still at 27 room.
LOL LOCK AT INSIDE COLLAGE watafak....LOL
After one hour...i guess....we all been relese xD the kakak counter datang to rescue us! xD


The End.

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+*+ First day of Exam 2 +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

My paper today was BI . one Class with her.
After we finish, we go send my fren at menumbok.
Then after that i start sms my lovely ex.
At that time i just keep silnce.

T__T i realy cant accept wat she just say. . .T_T
i just . . .feel pain. . .
T___T it dosent fair . . .
but i hard to accept it T__T when i call...my tears end. . .
Then when she say at the last call I began to cry .
i dosent care im a man who cry or wat, but when ppl who you love starting to say that u hardly to accept. it start to cry. . .
I love my ex.
T__T.


Please help to forget wat hapen to me with a night mare Dream that i have all this 2 years.

T_____T i realy cant take it......

Hard hard hard hard. . . .
Easy solution. . .kill. . .hurm. . .yea...huhuhu

I just cant stop think about it.

ALL THING MESS UP!
MESS WITH MY FUCKING MIND.
WHY U DO THIS!


























W H Y ! ?


i realy have someone to talk with ergh! T^T

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+*+ First day of Exam 1 +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Today i wake up at 10 40am then my fren Nadim pm me wat time i go cosmo.
I say at 11 maybe...LOL but now its ody 11.32 = =
hurm i better get goiing LOL , Just now i find old jazz song...huhuh



And this



Siok ow huhuh

Hurm ok better get going~


----Out--->

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+*+ Decorate My Room +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Hurm i wanna decorate my room LOL = =! but i still dono. The back ground is Blue sky =D .
Someone told me and recomeded this colour to me ^_^ i will remember it when i see the wall ^^.

Hurm well first thing first. I gonna collect money first then i will find items for decorate my rooms~

Hurm theme wuld be something cute wkakakka. =0
ala...for fun liao. Cute + Ganas la heehe.
At least it will see kemas and nice to see~
banyak toys ka....hehe

hurm going to kumpul duit. =)

Buy stuff....Buy stuff....

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+*+ Going Crazy Day 4 :You blaming on me? +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Its been 4 days and i feel like yesterday ergh. . .why in the world when we felt happy the time will go past so soon....and when we in bad day or shit day it slow the time. . .

HUhuhuhu Today i felt like someone blaming me.
If you blaming me, well you were fucking wrong.
I left my msn 4 days ago. I start IMVU.

Why i say this? cuz when i see at ur wall post. . . it was like u making a big story wasent im doing it...*if that was me la....ulang lagi IF*
Second is i try to make sure it was me or not.
Well i ask . . . hurm who ...then....
the answer.
Last year.
He make a call to me several times.
Dint pick up but room mate pick it up.
and. . . when i ask.
the reply is

i hate like dat bah .

Well its like direct to me.
=( hurm

once again ..... If it was me u talking about....you wer big shit wrong.

Sorry to post like this. cuz my insticnt came out....dono it was real .





If you blaming me. You are dead wrong.
If u not, sorry but i just felt like im being blaming.



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Hurm ok end of part Confusing.

Today i got drawing and eat somemore. =(
yeah my weight already 72 T^T

Hurm I dint start exercise yet huuhuhuh
Tomorow is Exam Bi.
Well i dono if i can lulus. =(

Smoke? hurm i think i will stop this year
42%

Im starting to collect money.
for my form 3 dream going to japan. . .
=(

hurm drink? well . . . after prom nite i go drink huhuh
95%


maybe i will get less online...huhu..
maybe start with Yahoo messanger. Long time ody i dint on.
Then Msn. . .4 days ody dint open. .
Then Second Acc FB. . . that is sure i will not open. . . .
THen wat huhuh..maybe First FB then...i will leave fb. . .cuz pain at fb. haiz. better do bloging everyday like i always do when finish form 5 =)
hurm~

Well its 10.25 ody i better start do revision.

<3piano

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+*+ Cant Stop Thinking About It +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

T___T. . . realy i cant stand without u~
huhuhu everytime i thinking about it....
And im a fool guy who talk like dat at the end of the year.
I felt Guilty and stupid way to say that. . .haiz...

The good thing i do that just one.

I can forget you.

The bad is

Who will make me boost again when im down. .T^T

Who will acc me go somewer to watch lovely movie day~

Who i want to talk my problem with. . .



T___T i realy stupid. . . .
not to mention dumb head and Dick head..yeah i am...T_T haiz. . .

i dono wat hapen next. . .u always tell me n help now i got nothing to ask .

T__T i want contect back but i felt so ashame to my self saying that the end of the year.

I dono how to face you again. i so ashame. n im sory.
damit. . .
why this always hape nia....
huhuhu T_T

hadui...i totaly mess up .
Well. . . now i less Fb i ony bloging. . .
yea like dulu ody. . .blog blog blog. . .



hurm. . .
Exam. . .haiz. . . no word that boost up but its ok hohoho


Jy Jy. . . Hiro! ya jy jy hiro~ huhuhu T^T

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+*+ Dont Make Me confuse +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Please don't make me confuse at this time. I don't like u sms me like you caring me. Please dont. I realy hate that when u do like that.

Just dont sms me and stop sms me. Please. I realy in depress ... so please go far away from me.
DONT sms me like that and msg me at fb box like that. i dont care wat i dont do and i do!


Thank You.

>:O

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+*+ Prom Nite +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

02 - 01 - 2010 is a day the prom nite start.
The theme is Old school.
Hurm she not coming =( well, its pointless tho coming thre.
hurm so me hang out with man jamal izudin pamela and her frens.
sooooooooooo bored ow.haiz T__T

Time boring. . .i play guessing =)
4 number i guess but ony 3 correct =(
0012
0052
0062
0010

0012,52,62 i think kena oo....hahha! I say to Man....0052...then he look at me and blur!
xD so best when i do that to ppl...and look at there face blur XD
hahahah....ba..sda boring ni... haiz.
=( she no coming loh~ even i sms her to hilang kan boring.




hurm After finish Prom nite, i sleep at Studio~
with Sir man and the geng.

Yeah and i dint sleep till 6 am. i go drink...T^T

hurm then i sleep i wake up at 1pm and go home at 2 pm.
huhuhuhuhu

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+*+ Helping My friend +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

After i Post blog i chat with jamal my fren. i ask him wer he is,
He say he at Cc...so then i say i oso want go out cuz Boring.
well after all i still frust lol need to go out more. . . release it.
=(

Hurm so after i arived at Kk. . .
i go meet jamal for help him to angkat he's item to her other house.

hurm . . . thanx 4 spen me =D

anyway. . . I hope someone go to prom nite ~
hurm . . . .

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+*+ Going Crazy Day 1 : Almost Lover +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,


1/1/12010

Today i wake up at 12.10 as i wake up i see my phone like usually.
Then I see one sms from dolly.

She say this song its suit me.
Jahat ow T__T
bagun2 terus sad ni haiz..
Well its true...i listen the lyrics. . .its realy suit me.

Almost Lover

The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see

I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


Going to sleep T_T

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+*+ New or Old Life +*+

Posted by HiRoTo ,

Well Its almost 5 pm now.
Today was so moody.
. . .
Hurm better go sleep.
T___T

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