This month was a very shocking Month.
08/2010.
I think this month was thought for me.
well i just keep inside ma heart and lock it :D
1st we got fight with my new friend at collage but not him, her.
yeah but nvm about that the thing was sattle down suda. so now kami kawn balk.
second is well its kinda shock to me that my team was torn apart like that. so its hard to me cuz
what he say to me old day is "i swear become a permenent member in this team" but at last i dono what comes in his mind but its ok. i dint care also. hurm
its been 4 years ive make that clan. dengan titik peluh aku dengan azam and nizam find and make the clan grow biger and biger then...its end like that. kapush....
hurm
Then barubaru ni my friend Rex told me my old friend died in car accident and he got out Front Page News Paper.
huhuhu Cumang we all called him .
huhuh
al-fatiha~
And betambah lagi risau, abit angry, abit jales, abit hate when ppl disturb my beloved one.
but if the ppl ive known them then i dint care. . .
hurm. . .its hard to me to control emotion when someone i dint know bring my bby girl go out
cuz its been twice happen to me in my past love story.
Its hard to me control. i know love is about trust. but it takes time to me to recover my past.
Ada ja org try to down me. to fail me. to look me very deep down on their feet and they will arise above me. huhuh well thats my life.
ppl say me this..ppl say me that...hurm i dint care that also. .
I dint have any feelings to bring them down. . .
hurm. . .
but please. . .im begging to ppl out there . . .i also need the happyness
i also need love.
I am human just like you.
hurmm.. :(
what did you feel when u got everything in your life. . .then someone take you down and then u left nothing? what did you all feel?
i may dint have car, i go collage by bus
im not rich. . .
im not always goodluck person.
i got nothing in ma life.
but i only have my love one.
that enough for me.
huhuhuhu
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