How Wuld Life Be Without You

Yesterday i pm "Her" to go out with "Her"

huhuh...i realy cant hold my feelings to "Her".

i realy love "Her" miss "Her" everyday..

Even i smile, Lough, talk, sleep....i remember "Her"

huhuhu

i Know i cant love "Her"cuz she never love me more then i do.

beside. . .i already have feelings with someone. . . but itu pun, the person i minat pun like x da respon hahah yeah ima fat guy ody.....dosent care la huhuhu

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so i go lepak yesterday with my friends. . .then secara kebetulan that time i stress remember "Her"

......then my friend friends got birthday party and got minum2..

so i go minum la..huhuhu....just minum banyak2. . .to forget it for a while la..huhuu

then i sms si pantat...huhuhh.....cuz i realy in bad feelings...i realy miss "Her"...

CUZ I LOVE YOU !

huhuh but i cant. . .

cuz you already told me when we broke up.

just keep my word. . .

U say me back then i was a fat ass lazy person,

No future,

xda pendirian,

Got No money,

and all bad is me..

You just wait...ill prove that i am change!

ill wake up 4 at the morning doin my drawing...

no sleep doin my drawing!! YOU CALL THAT FAT ASS LAZY KID?

i dont care what u call me..

huhuhu i want mad at you!!!! but .... i cant also..huhuh cuz i deeply in love with ya....but once again...i cant T__T

what u say bad things to me. . .i want to tell you that...

I already change.

I dosen't care you dont want me ...or not love me anymore..

what ive told you the day we broke up. . .

" Ill Keep my all Promise. Because Promise is Promise. . .and thats how i do. If i say....its real Promise."

but i dno whats goin on today....huhu i realy miss "Her"

In prosess im change my self .. . .theres are two bad habit that now i realy work hard to avoid it.

1. Eat while Watching Movies *thats how i end up with big belly . . *

2. Smoking. yeah...im a smoker now . . .cuz all of this shit ive been tru . .

im going to bed...and sms to someone good night that i always do. . .

"Her" still in my HeArT. .