How Wuld Life Be Without You

is my day for repeating SPM BM. urm i waiting her sms for wish me luck at that day. . .but someone that i wanna forget my whole life but she sms me..not her that i die to wait her sms.

huhu. well at that time...i change the contact Name to the one who i wait to long for wish me luck.

huhu =(

hurm. . .it dosent mater la.

Today i hang out with my old frens sekolah menengah hhe

we stay kapak la apa lagi huhuh

well first we play game at cc..heheh

then we go buy rokok...then at 5.00pm we go to restoran near cc Anip cosmo.

hohoho we stay there till 10.00pm wakkaka...

we talk about old game like..main pemadam,tepak,digimon,pokemon card,yu-gi-oh,guli, hahaha

and so much thing we talk. =) hehe...then her sms me hehe....i told her that we like beliau2 suda stay2 kopi hehe..then she say...bapak2 org suda ka? hahah

xD senyum2 sendiri time sms then kena ckp org gila hahaha xD

Time balik....chung and azam go naik bas..

Me , amirul, Ersafwan jalan kaki ja.

hehe...

hohoho~ today i go water world with gaban, pam, jamal and....rina? lol i hope her name was right cuz i dont very rapat..since we all going to water world, i start to know her very well =)

Hohoho.

hehe i can swim abit suda la . =) hehe. . .1 2 round of my hand then stop hahah. still dono how to swim

hehe when i want having a smoke i check my phone~ she sms me sundently haha~ so hapy lur~

she tell me she otw home~

hehe...then i go swim2 play2 water ..

at that time i saw pondan teriak2 ARGH ARGH...*trip2 perempuan teriak* tapi GARAU ahhaha

so funny that pondan nih

xD

but before that we go hantar chery dulu jhuuhh..she cant come join us....cuz she going to her home far far away from kk.

urm

after we finish at around 5 we go karamunsing go eat there. but i always think why when we all go there mesti hujan =/

lol

OMG The nasi ayam was very fuckin delicious ~

and YEAH! Gaban! u right! the food was very fine~

nice~ haha

me and Gaban oder 1 more nasi ahhahahahahahhaha

=D

then after that we all go home and take a rest~~

was a very bad bad BAD day to me =(

i was so fool not to hold my feelings.

i make a big mistake.

i know she wasn't ready for all this, but my feelings say just tell what u feel and take the risk.

huhuh...T___T what a fool am i ...

that afternoon..i felt like my brain and heart like wana explode with pain and stress......

ergh...why did i fall to her in the first place....how stupid am i...T__T

well its all started with her sweet voice.

When i heard her voice i started to melt~

then i saw her face~

huhuh...i dono why but. . .she is uniqe to me.

huhuhu...everytime i get probs.....i call her...then.. my pain or anger inside me...just POOF! like that in a sec...why? cuz i love hear her voice ... she make me calm that ive never felt before. . .

huhuh...well now...i have to calm my self with my self alone~ ah~ back to normal life with a hate feelings .

i ....realy dont know how to handle this thing....Huhuhu

urm.