+*+ Having Difficulty Month +*+

Huhuhu i realy need to work. . .to get some pocket money, so then i can buy anything i want.
huhuh. . .not only wat item can i buy if i get pocket money, when i wanna go out with someone some times....no....always i got money problems...haiz.
Urm i thinking i wanna join my old frens work place... cuz he iinvite me find a work. . .

Urm...not only that. . .if i wanna out with someone special. . . i dono...why everytime i ask her out. . .
then suddently. . .got something happen that prevent me to go out. . .
T______________________T

i realy dislike this thing happen.
Fuck!.
huhuhhu
T___T
i realy wanna go out with her! huhuhu

Hurm. . .neway this month i got real real real new friends! memang rapat giler la!
hahaha
urm wish dia hilang stress and be tenang all the time. . . .hohoho...and someone that long long long ago i always contect dia. . .skarang. . . .we conteck balik =) hohoho! keep in touch!

Peace out.

+*+ They Misunderstud about me.+*+

When i got big probs. . .or small probs. . .i just want to be alone. . .
but sometimes when i get probs. . .
my fren come to see me and say cheer up. . .yeah i know..
but as for me its hard.
so. . .dosent mean i rarely to see u guys means i forget about u guys. . .
and im senang suda...no
u wrong..i always got a probs...and never ever sattle.
And i like to be alone. . .
but in this case when i want to be alone..
.i always meet random friends. . .
so the one who see me first i go hang out with them.
but if they hangout far so i decided not to go...
and hang out with someone else or just hangout with my self.
so dont get wrong.



+*+ Mumbling something something. +*+

hurm . . .i dono wat todo. . .i got my phone back. but i dosent feel wanna use it.
I realy dosent hardly trust a girl and sometimes i feel i dosent like girl. . .dosent mean im gay. . .
Fuck _|_

urm.

Movie. . .urm . .yeah . . i dno wer to watch movie ody. . .i kinda lazy. .dosent have any mood to watch.

Come cosmo everyday i feel like stupid.
Got nothing to think.
Study? Fuck cosmo.
Buku teks teda.
Laptop dono when they wana give.
BODOh.
Makan Duit .

GTH!

urm. . .
nvm about that. . .

i missh her. . .
dats y i get my phone back.
haiz. i want to contec her but....haiya.. dono la...
hurm fuck mid term.
fuck final exam.
Fuck paper july.
i hate BM.
BM pun mo lulus?
zzzzzzzzzz
i realy hate that SUBJECT!

im thinking about kill my self again! hahaha..
urm . . .
arm. . .
erm. . .
I dono wers my garry gone *my fat cat*
urm . . .hope dia dtg balik.

Going to cosmo. . . .i felt stupid.
=_=
hahahha..sound stupid . . .
it is stupid. . .

i hate pretending like an angle. . .but insde like mother fucking bitch.
yeah. . .i know cople of these ppl.
I kinda feel like. . .some time....i want hit them Very very hard right on there face.
give them sucker punch, cuz there are a big fucking suckers.

Urm. . .im gonna force my self to less talk.
Less hang out.
Less smoke while stress.
Less Eat.
Less Spending money.
More hang out with my self and my premium! ahahahahaha xD
Less internet? NA..i cant. its drug to me!

Urm . . .about Freeze Flash mob. . .maybe ill not joining.
Got abit probz.
im thinking something else. i think i wanna stay somewer else. . . .alone with my premium.
but dono wer .
lOl.

Alwasy alone if i wanna go some place. = =
hurm . . . i think i wana find some......thing.....not someone haha...
i dono but. . .still searching. . .maybe tamagochi. . .or. . .urm. . .dno.;..


well i think thats it. . .huhuuh...cuz its late .
Hurm.
Chow.