+*+ Love Doesn't Exist Anymore? +*+

urm....as i see her, i read her comment..hurm
she was like love someone and waiting for him.
And i was like love her...and waiting for her.

Well, i kinda love her for a long time. hurm
cuz only she i act normal no cover2 lagi AHHAAHHA

hurm. she ever told me please forget her.
but how? =\
its been 2 years and a half...ive try everything. even ive try hurt my self broke up twice HAHAHAHAHAHA

still....what else? how can i forget you?
i shouldn't give kiss.
cuz...it cant be removed.


hurm. i think it still exist in deep down hateness to you.....i still...love u.

+*+ Sweet Girl with having no voice. +*+

A Very Cute mix girl walk infront me while im having nescafe and give a piece of paper.

"can i join u having a drink? while im waiting for my dad pick me up? at the same time we can to know each other ^_^"

And i type at my phone "sure, but y write in a paper ? why dont just we talk like normal?"

n the girl take her phone out same as mine n type "cuz...i cant talk :( im not like you i have no voice"

then . we chating like 30 or 40 minutes while she waiting her car .

:( at the end, she kish me at cheek n weaving his hand while enter her dad cars.
n i realize that i never ask her name, and the last word she say to me is
"i wish im live at sabah hoping to meet u ....in a same place "
*after the car arived*

+*+ A dream that blurry +*+

well i kinda dream again..this time...was diffrent....urm...
i dream about someone with blur face.
that dream was pretty blurry....=\
we...kinda become ....small...i mean small like bee or somethin..

but that girl face was blur.....i wana know whats next =\

i know i will meet that girl someday..but i wondering...who will might be....and what purpose that the girl came out on my dream =\




waiting for that.hope u get this message .




blurry face.

+*+ Being a Geek Boy is Hard on Love Story +*+

Do you guys love Chuck?
the CIA agent...with with agent Walker..
yeah that tv series ..

hurm...i can see how hard when geek boys in love.
why?
cuz....the skills of conversation was very low .
huuhuhuh yeah...i know that...
hurm ....
well in this story...i look at the girl was very passion at his Boyfriend... lol but he's kinda funy tho.
Anyway, they discus about it. About skills of conversation..
that is the good move to save some relationship being tarring apart.
sometimes..movie geek arnt pretty bad..:)

i wana make my mistake by " being bored kid and being stupid ass quite kid "
being that kid...making my fuckin love story tarng apart.
cuz i dono wat to do .
hurm... u have like......1 year relationship...and i was like....6 month ...
why dont u taech me some lol...
ah nvm....uhuhuh,..its hard to forget about it...
urm...

well i learn some of my friend name apis :D
*apis same school *

Be steady be Innocent Be Cool.
haha ive tried that before and it went well..but...im kinda emoish sometime...LOL
so..ill forget everything that cheer me up . LOL
ahaha....
=_= this post pretty sucks.


nvm...long time i dint post...so...i post that what scrumble in my mind uhkhukhkuhkuhkuh
well..this is just a lil Hehehe..the rest was TOP SECRET!
Agen Brotawski HAHAH



+*+ Coughing +*+

Hurm...recently i always coughing =(

uhuhuh last nite i coughing banyak ni T^T
To much of the " depress! "

my current ly weight is 81
uhhuuh height ? i dono. jahahahah
hhurm i wana loss some weight.
yeah. . . . sometimes my weight is 76...but..then..after i check tomorow..it became 80 suda diz...
me aso heran gila ow HAHAHAHHAAH
pandai betapuk tu lemak2 wakakkaakak

pa bleh buat.....hoohhoho


+*+ I dream about Cookie Monster +*+

Today i dream about her.
hurm.
kami semua at one school.
kami kena denda oleh cikgu.
So we all bediri at out side...termasuk la si "Dia"
hurm.
time tu...aku pun x taw...my dream not clear enough as my dream before.

anyway...time aku pandang depan...someone at my back curi2 pandang....
hurm

My dream not clear enough like before. I can feel that this dream macm.....memerhatikan someone....=\

im not sure enough huhuh...hard to explain.
But she keep looking at me but i dont care cuz...take MANY years to recover ..... the felt with her still the same as the first love.

Oh cookie~ . . .why you hunted me every night in my dream...huhuhu....i try to leave you as u leave me.




8.8.10

+*+ I dont Want to TALK about It +*+

I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

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